I did really well all week and was maintaining 132 pounds. Then I went to a party on friday and everything just went downhill from there. One cookie turned into three and so on. That party was really fun and I had a really good time, there were lots of boys there and I looked pretty cute as a Native American. I drove there by myself on the highway, but my friend who knew how to get there went with me, she left the party earlier than me and I had no idea how to get home. I got lost a half hour from home at 11:30pm on the night before halloween. Then some guys from the party told me to follow them, but then they got lost. We finally found our way back to the highway and I got home fine, but it seriously freaked me out.
Then on Saturday I went over to my friends house to trick-or-treat but my friend and i ended up staying at his party. I didn't really eat anything but all day I had been eating a lot since I went to the mall.
I got my ears pierced finally. I have chickened out a bunch of times, I felt like a baby, my best friend held my hand. I also got a hair cut, I cut off about 7 inches and now have bangs.
This morning I weighed 136 which is very depressing to me. I know its not the end of the world but it sure is frustrating. Tomorrow I am going for a long run.
Then on Sunday a friend I have not seen for over an year invited me to hang out and her mom kept giving me food and I felt so bad not eating it even though I had already eaten before I came over. I went home sick to my stomache from eating so much.
And today and tomorrow are teacher work days because of the end of the quarter so I went into school to help my orchestra director and I was stuck there all day and all we had to eat was pizza and I had to eat it because there was nothing else to eat.
Good news is that track starts in two weeks and that will help me get in shape, hopefully quicker than the rate I have been going on my own.


these are the pumpkins my best friend (the one who held my hand when I got my ears pierced) and I carved friday after school