www.youtube.com/watch?v=
MHuOMbfrl0w

this song gives me a sense of euphoria that I can't explain.

sometimes, i feel alone, and i think to myself i will never find someone that loves me so much that they would be willing to spend their life with me, and of course, someone that I could think of spending the rest of my life with.

happiness has never come easy to me.

was this suppose to be inspirational? yes, in my sense, yes. i can't give up, i know there's someone out there for me (hopefully). in order to love someone, shouldn't i learn to love myself? this is the first step, transforming my body into something, someone, i can love.

i just gotta keep going, you know? when i see bad numbers or mess up on my eating or don't exercise, i've just got to keep going, or else, i'll never get that point in my life.

let me hear your voice, let's get over those entwined anxieties and the loneliness of these feelings of this moment become our bond.

i love you, whoever you are. (: