Sorry I've been so down anegative lately, and if my comments haven't been up to standard. Ever since Sunday, I just feel like I'm stuck in this rut of unhappiness, but I'm going to overcome it. =) I'm going to stay positive

I'm not sure what I'm going to eat today. So far I've had a yogurt (my last one), but there really isn't anything for me to eat in the house, and I don't have money to buy anything. Seriously, this is my fridge right now:



The applesauce, yogurt, and the eggs are for the baby, so there's literally nothing for me to eat. I can always have my dad bring me home something from the shop, but I won't get it until 8:30. Jane usually eats at her parents' when she's picking up the baby, so I'm on my own for dinner. Oh well, I'll figure it out.

I haven't been to the gym since Friday! I'm kind of nervous about this week's weigh in, but hopefully I'll be able to squeeze in some gym time Thursday and Friday. Vivian (yes, I named my car, hehe) is getting dropped off at the mechanic's place tonight and he said he'd look at her tomorrow, so hopefully I get her back soon!

On the boy front, Adam only called me twice yesterday! He usually calls me 1203958654 times, so I'm actually happy he toned it down a bit. I'm starting to like him more. He makes me laugh =) And yesterday I heard a joke and couldn't wait to tell him, so that's gotta mean something right?

Ok, so I'm already feeling better after blogging. You guys are the best. Love you all!

Stay positive and stay strong
Jess