hello world, so today i decided to weigh in. I GOT THE BIGGEST SHOCK OF MY LIFE. im not sure whether the weighing machine is correct or not but when i weighed myself in the morning before eating, my weight is 51.5 kg. But im not sure if its the correct weight. hah. i should weigh myself on my aunt's weighng machne tomorrow.

Last Tuesday, i nearly fainted. i was on the treadmill for 30 minutes. then i ran to the shop . it takes about 5-8 minutes to the shop. then i met my mum at the nearby cafe near the shop and drank some plain water. one minute later i went to the other shop at the back to get some stuff. and then i walked back to the cafe to get more money and i walked to another shop.

after going to those 2 shops, i went back to the cafe and finally sat down. suddenly i felt like puking so i just kept quiet and didnt join in the convo. after mum and her friend finished drinking their coffee, we walked to the nearby supermarket near the cafe. when i was at the apple section, i couldnt stand it. i felt soo extremely weak. went to mom and mum said go to the toilet cause i told her my stomach hurts.

so i went to the toilet, there was someone in the toilet. bad luck. haish. i waited and while i was waiting i closed my eyes and everything started spinning and i was about to fall down when the person in the toilet came out. i quickly rushed into the toilet and threw everything out and i was crying at that time.

i felt soo weak and i ate an apple straight after that and i was okay again. mum said i over exercised. and i thought soo too. im glad im okay now. i have to work hard in order to reach my 45 kg goal. please please pray that i can do it .

sorry if this was very long. will try to keep it short next time. till then , kiss hug kiss hug :)